3 Month Old Fashion Pictures

Thank you, these two small words that hold such strong significance to me. When it come to you Ryleigh, our relationship will never been picture perfect. In fact I have spent majority of my life loving and losing those I have loved. This letter to you is 15 years after these pictures were taken. These were your cousins for a short time (Dillon 3.5, Blake 1.5, and Logan 9 months). They were part of a family that I loved and considered to be my home, I  felt like they adopted me in. I don't truly understand why we had a falling out but it still hurts to this day. I wish they got to know you, there is so much to love. Growing up I fell in love with rollerblading and riding  horses with my friend Shauna, I would scrap my knees but always get back up, when I was unable to do my math homework, she was there to help,  and when I had a bad day she was always there to make me laugh, and when my parents has abandoned me they took me in and let me be a part of their family. Unfortunately as we grew older our relationships began changing simply because I needed a family to love me but her family didn't need me which caused an overwhelming tension amounts us that left our relationship in ruins. We slowly poisoned the respect we had for each other and no longer accepted one another. After what seemed like an eternity, things began to change and our relationship soon bloomed into a grand friendship, but during this time we lived in Australia they never got to know you or your brother. There was a short time together with you and her children, and just be friends once again. It didn't last long after moving back from Australia and just like that our friendship was over. Simply put, I needed a 'family' and they didn't need me. That's ok.
For a while, it felt like a reject of you and your brother Layden, But it's not true. The little boys in these photos are a part of my past and I will cherish these moments. I will no longer be sad or miss the pass because you, dad, Layden, Athena, and Issiah, you guys are my life, my family, and you guys complete me. You healed my heart and give me a life worth living. And I love you so very much.